I am this close to recovering permanently or breaking very hard… Please me/god/others/whatever-it-is … keep walking…
Lately, I have gotten into the unfortunate habit of procrastination. It is funny that I call it a habit, it is more like a psychological state. It is the fact that I used to live on stress and thrill, and right now I am unable to panic nor feel that emotion nor process that data, [...]
He mentioned something about digging urself a big hole… and making sure the stakes are high… that’s what I used to do… and have landed me places I cannot imagine… Sometime ago I have forgotten that was a recipe for success, partially that is what I have stopped doing out of fear… But hell, you [...]
Was talking to my co-workers about random stuff. I decided it may be cool to do some statistical analysis of the merit of, current sample techniques, general “feeling” about stuff, and see how effective/ineffective, maybe that can be a WTR.
Inspired by top chef, I tried to steam some salmon today. It tasted pretty good (a little garlic, lemon, salt and chili flakes) as I somehow managed to cook it just not raw, but it looked pretty bad as salmon is really fatty, so you get these white cooked fat around the fish.
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This term, has been massively busy as usual, adding to that is not having access to jobmine to look for a job, and me struggling to learn a bunch of new things – including finally learning to latex, finding better ways to take notes, moving away from windows to mac, looking at fb and paypal [...]
I guess instead of pretending that there is a list of big goals that I am going to achieve, I realized that it is more important to do things on time and right on a daily basis. Instead of promising people, and thus sometimes failing… I will show people and myself bit by bit…
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